Giao.Báo

When the Work Returned Home: Phat Diem in Phat Diem Cathedral

I brought Phat Diem, my two-part artwork, back to the cathedral that inspired it. What I created as a personal reflection became a shared space for questioning, memory, and return.

Author

Quan

Date

Sep 4, 2025

Read Time

4 min

4 min

A Return, Not an Exhibition

I didn’t plan for Phat Diem to be shown in the cathedral it was named after. I made it in Providence, RI, working in silence, carrying images from a trip I had taken months earlier. I had walked through the cathedral as a visitor then - measuring, sketching, recording. Not with a show in mind, but with questions. Quiet ones. Questions about place, identity, authorship.

When the work returned to that cathedral, it wasn’t a display. It was a return to the source of the question.

A Work Made of Opposites

Phat Diem is a two-part drawing. Charcoal, ink, and gold leaf - three materials chosen not for style but for meaning. Charcoal for what is temporary. Ink for what is stable. Gold leaf for what is sacred.

The first panel shows the exterior of the cathedral. It’s drawn from below, with a compressed perspective that pushes the viewer’s gaze upward. The composition is heavy at the bottom, but the top is all white space - an open field of nothingness that refuses to resolve. You have to step closer. You have to tilt your head. It doesn’t present. It invites.

The second panel is the opposite. The interior corridor of the cathedral is rendered in full depth - dark, narrow, unambiguous. You aren’t invited. You’re directed. The hallway leads straight toward a gold altar. No negative space. No ambiguity. You are inside the ritual now, and it moves you forward whether you’re ready or not.

Architecture, Material, and Memory

The contradiction is everywhere. The building is Catholic in function, but Buddhist in form. The altar shines in gold, but the walls are covered in ink and soot. The viewer is allowed to stand freely between the two panels, but cannot avoid being pulled by their direction.

This wasn’t accidental. It was how I experienced the space. First from outside - curious, open, unthreatened. Then inside - suddenly conscious of hierarchy, formality, tradition I didn’t fully understand.

I didn’t paint this to teach. I painted it to record. Not what I saw, but what I felt. Confusion. Reverence. Distance. And a kind of recognition that didn’t need language.

The Day It Came Back

When I brought the work back to the cathedral, I expected formality. Instead, I was met with quiet warmth. We hung the pieces without ceremony. Just two panels, quietly resting against the walls that had shaped them.

Visitors passed. Some looked. Some didn’t. One older man paused for a long time, hands behind his back, saying nothing. That was enough. The work wasn’t asking for attention. It was making space.

In that moment, I knew: the work wasn’t made for this cathedral. It was made because of it. And it wasn’t complete until it came back.

Not an Answer, but a Frame

I didn’t create Phat Diem as a major work. I made it while trying to answer smaller, quieter questions. It came after a trip through Hue and Ninh Binh, during a time when I was searching for something I couldn’t yet name. Each panel was an attempt - not to explain, but to hold the questions I was already living with:

Where am I standing?
Who am I between these layers of identity?
Am I charcoal, soft, erasable? Or gold, fixed, absolute?
What does it mean to create when you’re still unsure where you belong?

These drawings didn’t answer those questions. They held them. And they gave others a place to ask their own.

If someone stands between those two panels and feels the urge to ask something of themselves, that’s enough. That’s what the work is for.

What Giao Looks Like in Practice

Before this trip, Giao was an idea. A method. A framework I wrote about. But here, it became embodied. Giao is not just a concept of blending or coexistence. It’s a practice of returning. Of allowing contradictions to share space without forcing them into harmony.

Giao is what happens when something made from memory finds its way back to origin. Not to be approved. But to be recognized.

The Work Continues

I used to think completion happened when the last mark dried. When the surface was resolved. Now I know some works are only finished when they return. When they re-enter the place that shaped their beginning.

Phat Diem didn’t end when I signed my name. It ended when it met the space that made it possible. Or maybe it didn’t end at all.

Maybe it just entered its next phase.

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